fucking hate having no money. it sucks. but my mummys been really kind and helped me out a lot. i cannot wait to get back home and work again. i really want to change jobs, cos i HATE the hours i work and its all shift work so i never know what im working the following week thus cant arrange to meet up with friends and do other sociable things. the money's crap too. but i know what im doing, and its a permanant job.